ADHD is hell, especially in combination with depression and autism the constant chain of forgetting about doing things and not having enough executive functioning to do the thing even when I happen to remember it, is really demotivating. It made me give up on the hope of being able to keep a job at this point, I'm seriously considering quitting or just stop showing up even though I would have zero chance of finding any other job as a trans woman with ADHD and autism who is too depressed to work more than 20 hours per week during a recession. I have rolled over and accept a fate of being a NEET who gets thrown out of my apartment because mom just told me she does not want her pension to be deducted from any welfare I receive and therefore "must" throw me on the street then. Great, now I'm suicidal again.