@ajroach42 this thread was grueling to read! your writing continues to inspire me to find my own creative outlets, and to learn to do some video editing of my own; but, that other person wrote as though all of your posts were wordless. What I got out of the exchange of words is an idea for my next two deep reading projects; learn how my brother interacts with his local public access channel; and, learn if I need to upgrade my license if I want to get started in ATV transmissions with the same amateurs as my husband. Oh, yes, and I will also block that person because you are so inspirational and he was so upsetting for me to read.